| If you've ever said you missed me, then don’t say you’ve never lied |
[04 May 2007|11:28am] |
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wow. its been awhile.
everthing seems so unreal. im about to finish my first year of college.
new york has been... amazing. I GOT TO GET AWAY FROM EVERYONE IN SAN DIEGO. that easily made it a million times better but also, so different. part of me doesnt even want to go back to california for the summer. actually this is prob gonna b the only summer i DO come back. it doesn't help that my best friend has decided to stay in santa cruz :[
i dont kno, i feel like ive changed so much. even the little things. like cmon i run around in DRESSES out here... i dont think anyone can say theyve seen me frolik around in a dress. i feel like i also dont care as much like about what people think anymore. i dont care about their drama. im dealing with my own shit. with my own family drama. and worrying about the friends a would actually kill for. i just dont sweat the petty shit anymore. and i love that.
this city is so.. mesmorizing. not gonna lie, the G L A M O U R sucked me in. the celebrity fillled clubs and lounges and the afterhours clubs. even the bars in the bronx and white plains are always fun.
and the Fordham College crew. Love them. almost as much as my amazinggg roomate Andrea and my suitemates Kim and Lindsay. Ive made some amazing friendships here. were always doin somethign whether its our dinners with our boys across the hall or getting written up for hallway slip n slides and tile ball. drunk parties over at eastchester or coligni with the polo kids... i want school to end but i dont want to leave.
Yeah, me && my crew laugh tOO hard && act tOO immature...
but i wouldn't have it ANY other way*
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[27 Apr 2006|05:10pm] |
the begining of the end.
in 4 months ill b headed to NYC
with a minimum of 10,000 in scholarships
o.
and i'm going to the Junior Olympics this summer for water polo.
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[04 Apr 2006|06:56am] |
i got into hartwick
in unpstate new york
on an $8000 a year scholarship
and they're water polo team pretty much kicks ass
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[30 Mar 2006|10:49am] |
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im 18 bitches!!
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[18 Mar 2006|05:28pm] |
last night was fucking AMAZING
pictures will soon come.
ps
irish car bombs r dankkkkkkk
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[28 Feb 2006|10:51pm] |
i dont want to have to go through
another day like today
i want evrything to b better
but its not.
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[28 Feb 2006|12:19am] |
what do i do
when i want to make new friends
and hang out
with new people?
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[20 Feb 2006|12:00am] |
i cant wait to get out of this city
and far away from the people
(minus 5 mayb)
this city is driving me mad
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[30 Jan 2006|05:08pm] |
u just made the BIGGEST mistake of ur life.
i hope ur ready for it.
bc u should kno by now not to fuck with me.
cuz now, ur fucked.
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[17 Jan 2006|08:19pm] |
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goal winning againnnnn
thats 3 games now
stoked on life
we beat RB
we're 3-0 in leagues and 9-2 in season
stoked on life
leading scorer
na naaa na naaaaa
lets beat poways kids
and how about ari coming back in
thankssssss
hehehehehehe
♥
ur cute.
i love you.
and, u kno who u r.
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[15 Dec 2005|10:07am] |
goal winning bitchessss
hells yes we won
10-9
in overtime
we beat bonita vista
fuck yessssssssssssssssss
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[09 Dec 2005|11:50am] |
i hate this situtaion that im in.
it really really FUCKING sucks
i dont know what to do anymore
allalalalallalalalalalala
i wanna scream o shit i already have and it hasnt done SHIT
fuck this i hate this laskfh;shg;qerg;qeh
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hq
ehjolrhorjthrthojrtoyjqwr
yea its like that
fuck fuck fuck
FUCK
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[09 Dec 2005|11:38am] |
so my fourth period class is really gay so i decided to take lots of quizzes yay
so here are my results:
hmm what else, o my sexy body part is my knees and my special talent would b stalking my prey...sweetness
watch out kids cuz im Phat Crab Whacka and me and my gang (The Mafia) will fuck your asses up cuz i b 69% gangster with my thigh-high go-go boots
i have a stripper name. its bebe. and my specialty is wearing the best outfits and making the customers drool.
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[06 Dec 2005|05:51pm] |
yes... no...?
 | | Genghis Khunt
Random Brutal Sex Master (RBSMf)
We almost called you Brutus the Uterus and attached this picture:
But we figured you wouldn't understand, and rightly so. We don't understand either. So you are Genghis Khunt: master of man, bringer of pain--riding your way to conquest after conquest.
Your sexual avarice is legendary. You've already had an unusually high amount of experience, and, still you look for more. You intimidate many. You make no apologies.
Your exact opposite:
The Sonnet
Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer
| Personality-wise, you're carefree and relatively easy-going. You don't plan things out ahead of time; you tend to live in the moment. Of course, this can cause some damage when the moment happens to include a screaming orgasm with his younger brother. Hence the 'brutal' tag we've given you.
But you know what, take five seconds to lock the doors, and you'll be fine. There's nothing wrong with a little sex, or a whole lot.
AVOID: The Slow Dancer
CONSIDER: The 5-Night Stand, The Hornivore, The Playboy |
Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.
My profile name: SOHYPNOTIC21 |
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[01 Dec 2005|05:20am] |
theres something about him that allows me to talk
i can b emo with him
and i can smile with him
and mayb this time i wont get fucked over by a friend
cuz hes helping me stay sane
and hes adding to my smiles
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[03 Nov 2005|11:47am] |
I want a lover i dont have to love
i want a girl that's too sad to give a fuck
i want a boy thats so drunk he doesn't talk
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[01 Nov 2005|11:45pm] |
chad is home
fuck yessss
&hearts
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[29 Oct 2005|06:22pm] |
i just want chad to b okay
i want him taken off life support
i want him to be able to stay alive w/o a machine
i want him to be okay
and im scared
and im nervous
and im worried
and about trish
and about ***** too
i want it to all go away
i want everything to b okay
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